January 2010
there's something that's bursting inside of me
Its exhilaration, and this yearning. I couldn’t explain it to you. Its expectations, and youth and some sort of wildness. I really want to scream. I want it to be January 1st already. I’m so ready for 2010. So ready for it. I feel like this is going to be the best year of our lives for some reason. Like something grand is waiting around the corner. Fuck resolutions and fuck goals....
Jan 1st
Blah to you all in 2010
I’m still stuck in 2009. oh guess what? watched District 9. its a damn good movie. I absolutely adore it. okay, going to watch the multitude of New Year’s programs on TV. mwahahaha.
Jan 1st
My eldest sister trying to expain to my youngest...
Michelle (older sister): Nessa, tomorrow is a new year.
Vanessa (youngest sister): A new year?
M: A new year.
V: Its tomorrow?
M: Mhm. At 12 o'clock, its no more 2009. Its 2010.
V: What will we be doing there?
M: ......Living?
V: Oh...
Me: hahahahahahahahahha
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they're adorbz.
Jan 1st
new year - new theme!
going to find one right now :D just watched the Hangover. Pretty rad. the tall blond guy is very very attractive. what’s his name? Ryan something. anyway, waiting for my cousins and my brother and his girlfriend to come over. we’re having movie night to welcome in the new year. pretty sure my parents are going to hop on over to someone’s house. ah so excited for this year to...
Jan 1st
December 2009
I desperately need to get my hurrr diddd.
Dec 31st
“Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ‘99: Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you...”
– Baz Luhrmann (This is truly the best advice I was given this year. Thanks to Karalie. After accidentally taking a sadistic journal of mine, she wrote all of that out by hand. She is awesome, as well as that long speech/song/quote is amazing and calming. Best Advice of 2009 goes to Karalie and...
Dec 31st
PEOPLE IN NEW ZEALAND ARE GOING TO DIE FIRST IN...
ageofreptiles: thescientist-: kuhlearr: weareinmotion: OH SNAP~ WHATEVER WE LIVE IN THE FUTURE WE HAVE FLYING CARS AND TIME MACHINES AND YOU DON’T oh i’ll be in Wellington by then.. probably at Victoria University. WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!!!!!!! D: Why do people keep saying this…If the world was going to end, we’d all flippin’ die at the same time. Each country isn’t going to blow up when...
Dec 31st
Technically, New Years happens at different random...
So technically, we’re already in 2010. the world has aged and we are oblivious. technicallysuch a silly word.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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usually I'm sad about a new year
but this year, I’m very excited. i’m that girl who’s blubbering because time is passing and i’m nostalgic and gushy and all that bullshit, but I can’t wait for 2010. maybe because it means the end of my childhood. i’m going to be an adult. maybe because I’ll finally be going to college, maybe because I’ve changed so much over this year and I’m...
Dec 30th
I love tumblogs that actually blog about something
I love substance. I love seeing what people are thinking about, what they’re hoping for, how they live. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind the pretty pictures but mostly I just scroll down my dash until I see some text. So blog a tad bit more. maybe you might like it. message for jenn: i’m going to read your stories! don’t worry :)
Dec 30th
Today, I read on MLIA on how someone realized that...
lovealwayswins: (via fuckyeahplacebopills) HAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!! that sounds so hardcore.
Dec 30th
these days are just...looooong
I’ve been working on an important project for the class the last few days so I’ve been ignoring Tumblr, haha. we still haven’t finished. planning on getting my hair cut and pressed on fridaaayyy so I’m super excited because I haven’t worn it out in a while :) other than that, its just a few days until school resumes. for some reason, I’m really ready for...
Dec 30th
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Dec 29th
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Tomorrow sounds horrid
not really horrid. just busy. but sorta fun. daniel’s coming over at eight I must write patrice’s card I must call a few universities I must call a woman for community service I must finish a huge project I must send my scores I must, I must, I must tuesday will be better. I have a feeling. I have a date with jessica and jennifer and I’ll be going to get my book from...
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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soo the visit wasn't that bad
I actually enjoyed it and Dorielle got me excited for college :) so instead of tumblring I’m going to work on my post-application stuff.
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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we're about to get visitors
:( I just want to relax and do homework. I don’t want anyone in my house.
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
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Don't Compare but You May Contrast
kamiyaboysan: Never look at yourself and ask the question “Why am I not as good as that person?”. If you ask that, you will become sick and miserable, constantly putting yourself down to other people, comparing your image to theirs. Don’t do that. You are your own person. No matter what, if you believe so, you are beautiful. Never compare, but you may contrast, looking at your differences...
Dec 27th
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13718.) when you're not in the country, he's with...
(via blogsecret) yes, we were blind.
Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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Life fact #3
There’s a difference between looking for a man and finding a man. Girls, try to be finding a man. It means that you were happy by yourself, completely at peace with yourself when you stumbled upon a man who completed you perfectly. Don’t waste time looking for them. The good ones always come to you. Unless you’re looking for a quick fuck.
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
So tired. I'm going to go to sleep and wake up...
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
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For the first time this week, I'm excited for...
we’ve got fun lined up for tomorrow. so I guess that’s part of it. and of course…PRESENTS. :D ha! We just watched 1 and 1/2 movies. At first we tried watching Harry Potter but my parents fell asleep so we switched to Angels and Demons and everyone was excited as hell. Good fucking movie. Science and religion can work out. Now my parents are playing the Luther Vandross...
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
I feel so fucking stupid.
and all torn up inside. and rejected and confused and all those horrible things that come with putting everything you have in someone who doesn’t want it anyway. i’m going to watch The Hangover. and laugh until I cry :) life’s not over, life’s not over~
Dec 24th
“Call your mother.”
– (via fromtheoldman)
Dec 24th
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I will forever be the best friend
the guy I was sort of crushing on likes someone else. and once again I’m hearing, “what should I do to get her?” and once again I have become the best friend. its okay though. maybe next time, Joy. ha.
Dec 24th
“We got shit goin. And that shits goin well.”
– Tom :)
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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Dec 23rd
13527.) I think bisexuality is a lie people tell...
(via blogsecret) agreed. either you’re gay or you just want to fuck everyone.
Dec 23rd
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Listenmarieandmarie: softwhisper:fuckyeahhappy: ...
Dec 22nd
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Dec 22nd
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i feel as though it must be a very unfulfilling...
(via likelava) amen. It annoys me when people say they don’t like something because its mainstream or they go, “I stopped liking it when it got popular.” Shut the fuck up and like what you like. You’re letting society deny you of happiness. And God knows we can’t let society win.
Dec 22nd
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Dec 22nd
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Life Fact #2
There are stupid people in the world. Yeah. We know. But the worst, the absolute worst are the stupid people who think they’re intelligent, because there’s no convincing them otherwise. You will want to hit them. Refrain.
Dec 22nd
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I've been tagged
this is for deviantart :) 1. Post these rules. 2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal. 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal. 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them. 5. No tag-backs. Alright ten random things: 1. I’m romantic. 2. I have a thing for older men. 3. I used to...
Dec 22nd
I was going for throats, man.
Dec 22nd