October 2009
I told my friend my deepest secret today
and then we cried and she held me.
I wasn’t devastated, but it hit her harder than it had the other people I told. And then she said, “So that’s the reason you’re so closed off with boys.” which I never really thought of before. Maybe it affects me in ways I don’t even know about.
But I’m glad I told her :)
I feel free.
Next: my parents (in...
September 2009
Today's..
WESTERN WEDNESDAY.
Meaning we have to dress up all country-like. Whoop!
I’m gonna be a mean ‘ol cowgirl, y’here? ;D
I'm only one call away.
(via kari-shma)
tomorrow's late start~
and that means sleeping in!
ha.
Homecoming’s coming up this saturday. Not sure if I can go. My parents are “thinking about it” but it’ll probably be a yes. Friday is the homecoming parade along with Melvin wanting to go eat at Chipotle. But friday is the homecoming game and I don’t feel like going to all those places and wasting money. According to Melvin, our group...
"Wipe the cum off your chin, darling. Its not...
I wanna write a book about the goings-on in a whorehouse or some kind of high-class society prostitutes and I think that’d be a wonderful way to start it.
Of course, it’d be sorta Memoirs of a Geisha-like. just a bit.
but oh well. nothing is original right?
late night AIM conversations
smilelikeits1970 = me, downwithcoke = maija, akiluakifen = nafiri
smilelikeits1970: so he likes to be whipped?
Downwithcoke: he likes pain
Downwithcoke: he would too
Downwithcoke: freak
akiluakifen: lol
akiluakifen: i kno
akiluakifen: i'm like
akiluakifen: so u want a dominatrix?
smilelikeits1970: hey! I kinda like that stuff
akiluakifen: LMAO
akiluakifen: omg i remember hanving a convo bout this w/ u
akiluakifen: JOY WOULD TOTALLY B A DOMINATRIX!
Downwithcoke: oh no uh uh
smilelikeits1970: lol nah!
Downwithcoke: joy would love to take it
Downwithcoke: joy likes to be handled
smilelikeits1970: HAHA HOW'D YOU KNOW?
akiluakifen: lmao
akiluakifen: iono
Downwithcoke: I know your personality
smilelikeits1970: lol yes its very true.
I went to bed at 4:30am
and I woke up an hour and a half later.
I felt fine.
But now I’m crashing. I came home and slept and woke up feeling disoriented then started my homework at 8 then realized I started my period (sorry boys) and I feel icky and I feel like I’m going to pass out.
“I just feel like crying,” - Daniel.
When he said that over the phone, I couldn’t agree more.
Wait, I...
I am so jittery
I cannot focus.
I need to do homework.
I have a biology LAB. due TOMORROW.
And yet…nothing.
FOCUS.
So you know how you realize that you were either...
Yeah.
She said she's leaving on a Sunday - woah! that...
She says she’s leaving on a Sunday I don’t care - I need to know where to turn I tried it once, it never caught on I was the only one who got burned I was the only one who got burned~
She Doesn’t Get It by The Format. love this song <3
And I promise you this, no matter who enters your...
♥
“We are all so much together, but we are all dying of loneliness”
– Albert Schweitzer (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
10704.) No matter how frustrated and angry my...
(via blogsecret)
We’re so young.
We have forever to find love.
Find yourself first, love :]
did you see that pun? did you see that? ;D
Andvari - Sigur Ros
the perfect song for...
getting my car!
leaving right now!
going to drive on monday!
won’t have to wake up early!
all this and more….
after I go pee!
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Oh my god, I am NOT crying over that asshole.
ismileforyou:
shesmiles:
Get a grip on yourself, girl.
K, there’s a hole in this story and you need to fill it in with a quickness. Mhm.
Where should I begin? :p
Oh my god, I am NOT crying over that asshole.
Get a grip on yourself, girl.
I had to interrupt my movie
‘cause I’m going to a little gathering.
I hope the food is good :)
FHS 2010 Senior Skit
haha so on friday we had a rally and I was in it! I’m in the Beach scene so (I’m the one in the black bathing suit who like fell over. soooo embarrassing.) you can skip past everyone else until you see the sign: Beach.
its on facebook so you might have to log in.
watch it!
EDIT:
Haha you can see the guy who I have a crush on in this.
well…the back of his head. he has long ...
maybe I should actually think about getting...
like school work.
but I can’t bring myself to do it :(
Weheartit.com has captured my little procrastinating heart.
Confession.
fieryholocaust:
I LIKE COLDPLAY.
I LOVE COLDPLAY.
there are some bands in which I’d fuck every member. And Coldplay is one of them.
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I'm sleepy. I think I'll turn in.
Ponyo is a cute movie. Not as likable as other Hayao Miyazaki movies, but cute.
It has me craving to watch Howl’s Moving Castle.
Now that’s a good movie.
Anyways, goodnight!
going to watch Miyazaki's "Ponyo"
because I have nothing else to do and because I’m in the mood for watching a movie.
WANTED: a cuddle buddy :)
10661.) i'm in love with what we used to be.
(via blogsecret)
I need to realize that.
When you said goodbye, you really meant it - I just figured that out.
So farewell, dear friend, I suppose I have to go my own way too.
Sleep well..
10660.) I'm sorry I never loved you like you...
blogsecret:
We both needed each other for that stage in our lives. I never knew you would get that attached. I thought I was just another, for lack of a better word, fangirl to you. I just wanted you to be happy. And I knew I wouldn’t be able to make you happy. So I let you go.
It's funny how you just break down waiting on some...
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my vanity multiplies (a short non-fiction story)
ismileforyou:
shesmiles:
So recently I was cussed out by this guy for stupid and irrelevant reasons and he’s calling me all these horrible things. You know, the works. Just think of any of your sleazy ex-girlfriends or boyfriends and you’ll know what I’m talking about. They call you every name in the book.
Haha ch’yea.
So anyways, he was going at it, just spouting off all of these insults...
my vanity multiplies (a short non-fiction story)
So recently I was cussed out by this guy for stupid and irrelevant reasons and he’s calling me all these horrible things. You know, the works. Just think of any of your sleazy ex-girlfriends or boyfriends and you’ll know what I’m talking about. They call you every name in the book.
Haha ch’yea.
So anyways, he was going at it, just spouting off all of these insults and I...
“I found my way home
the very first time your eyes
finally met mine.”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott) (via quote-book) 